I had a vision once that Jesus and I were sitting on the floor crying. He was holing me so close to his chest I could feel the beating of his sacred heart. When I was younger I was sexually abused for about 75% of my life by my own family members and friends. In my vision I was watching all these abuses end with happiness instead of tears.

Each time Jesus would come into the room and pick me up and carry me to this field. In this field he would hold me until I stopped crying, kissing my tears away, rubbing my hair and pushing it off my face with his scared hands. When I was done I would just up and start to run, Jesus would "start to Laugh" and come with me, we then wrestled like a little girl and her daddy does. His laugh would be so joyous and so overwhelming it was like heaven. Then we would laugh together and he would hoist me up on his shoulders and we would laugh and laugh till our stomach hurts.

Till this day, that image is so vivid in my mind. I always thought Jesus was so far away and never fun. But when I played with him in that field, when he held me tight, I knew he loved me and was going to be there, the father that I never had. I laughed with Jesus!

He Loved Me

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